The autumn is recommenced, I have begun the new job in the childrendren hospital, the university started and now it begins the examinations… before written and if they are not exceeded, oral… I say: but to 50 years why I do this? Perhaps I wonder too much to me, but I know that until that I will succeed to go ahead,it will be because God has some ideas for me, that He has a plan for me and that if I must a little suffer is only for my increase.
The dream of the house in countryside is vanished… too many expenses, too much
far away… too much complicated.
All it is sent back after my mother surgery… after the graduation, after we have complete the adoptive or affidatario story… in short: when it is not given of knowing to us….
We live day by day and the only light that guide us is Christ and our mutual love.
We look at ourselves in the eyes in the evening when,
tired, we came back home and we see in our sleepy eyes, behind the fatigue that it grips to us, that spark that it made us to
fall in love at first day, 26 years ago and also more.
Of this I'm grate and even if I did not have or to make other more, even if I did not succeed to reorder house, to graduate for the second time, to become mother, I would be content equally because to have had the love of a man as my husband and to have known the love of Christ, the only two beautiful things and more important that it can happen to you in the life.
Thanks to the Life that has given a lot to me!